we both go through our hard times, whether it’s in our lives or it’s between the both of us but you can’t doubt that everything we go through or have been through together is making us stronger as a couple. I do want you to know that I promise I’ll always try, I’ll always try get us over what hurdle gets in our way and that I won’t give up on what we have together because I believe that it is true and that it is special. I know that it’s said that after a year things start getting more difficult and that’s true, but as long as you’re willing to keep trying for us then I will too, I’m not ready to give up on this because my feelings for you are so strong and maybe this might be the last chance, but I just want you to know that I’ll always care about you because you’ve taught me so much and you’ve helped build me as a person, I’ll always have some sort of feeling for you and I’m pretty sure I’ll never forget you. We’ll work for what we want and not what other people believe is best for us, because they don’t know what we’re like as a couple and they don’t know what we could do for each other for the future. You’re worth every ounce of sleepless nights, tears, frustration and hard-work that goes into this relationship. I adore you more than I’ve ever adored anything in my life. We’ll work through those walls that are still up and if we don’t, we’ll do our best to try. I’m here for as long as you want me, and I’ll still be here as a friend after everything too. I promise to try, I promise to make an effort and I promise that I won’t ever give you up without a fight. We can get through this together. I’m not ready to let you go…
It would have to be between two for me, my first choice of film would be Serendipity. It’s so cute and I love watching it on my own eating loads of popcorn!!! And then the next one would be Imagine me & you, again it’s adorable and what makes it even cuter is that it’s about two women too, so that’s a bonus!
I really want Georgina here right now, I’m a little down and all I want is just a cuddle from her to make me feel a billion times better.
At the moment I guess it’ll be Vanessa Carlton’s A thousand miles. Only because I’m trying to learn it on piano at the moment and It’s been in my head a lot. It’s a really cute song though and does relate to being in a LDR, hopefully I can play it for Georgina one day!
At the moment for me is the fact that I’m very limited to what I can do if Georgina is having a bad day/time, because I cannot simply just walk or go to her house when she needs me. All I can possibly do for her is just talk on the phone or text and that never feels like enough, I feel like I could do more and that sucks massively. I just wish I could cuddle and hold her when she’s sad and do all I can and more for her.
I don’t think anyone could define the real reason of love. We all have our own views on what love is to us.
I asked my Mum and this is her definition of love
Love is finding the person that you want to spend the rest of your life with, you feel completely at ease with and you’d put your life in their hands trusting them fully with it. There’s not a day that goes by where you don’t think about them or wonder what they’re up to when you’re not with them.
And I can’t help but agree with her on that, once you have found that person who you know is the ‘love of your life’ you know that they are the only person you want in your future. You know you’re in love as soon as you get that feeling, and no one in this world could describe how that feels because honestly it’s truly astounding.
If it was to be one thing that I miss… It’d probably be bed time. You know like, when it gets to that time where you’re both really tired and want to fall asleep but it’s even better when you fall asleep and she’s in your arms. Her body is tucked in near yours and one arm is round her waist and your other arm is like a pillow for her head. It’s a great feeling to know that once you drift off to sleep you know for sure she’s still going to be there in the morning. I miss that… So much.
Without all the usual stuff I’m gonna go for something that is genuinely lovely about her. She’s one of the nicest people you’ll ever meet, like she always has the time for people, she doesn’t care about your past or your future. She’s always so friendly and always so willing to get to know anyone she comes across, she’d never judge someone straight away. You don’t get many people who are like that and she is one of those people and I do love that about her.
Favourite thing she’s ever given me, I guess like what I got her. I’ve got a bear that she gave me back when we first started going out and I always have it in bed with me at night, she always sprays it with perfume whenever she goes away and stuff. It’s a comfort thing for me I think which is why I love it so much.
Missed a few days of these because I was away with Georgina for my birthday :) So I’m just going to carry on!
Favourite thing I’ve given her? Like paid for. Back when we first started “going out” I bought her this bear from the Build-A-Bear shop and she’s always kept it with her in bed ever since. That’s really cute and nice to know so because of that it’s probably my favourite thing I’ve ever given her :)